How do you repay someone who has saved your life?
This is the question that is haunting me tonight.
My life, this life i am living, seems now is a borrowed life.
When someone give everything, their own life, so that you can live what is the proper response?
This is the question i hope to answer,
the simple answer i guess would be my life in return.
But then how do you do that for him?
How does that work out each day?
is it just for a day, a month? a year? Or forever?
i guess i'm afraid of losing sight of what has happened and just slipping back in to my old life, and losing the gratitude i have for him and what he has done for me, as if i am ungratefull.
The gratitude should never end, the person gave their life for me so that i can live,
so as long and i have life i should be grateful for what he has done for me. Right?
If i am truly grateful what would be the problem with showing gratitude for him for as long as i have a breath?
He had asked me to do something; something that will or could take me the rest of my life should i, can i do it????????
If my life was so valuable to him that he was willing to gave up his own life to save mine, shouldn’t i fulfill his request, his desires??????
Is this life mine anymore?
Just one heart beat from death how should it be spent?
This is what I am trying to work out in my heart and mind.
i don't want to be or even seem ungrateful.
ill be back.